Tuesday, March 31, 2009
asha tau tk yng achul selalu sedih dn achul tk tau apa nk uat dgn diri achul nie...achul selalu tk mkn dn pikiran achul bermain kt kepala otak achul.achul memang syg kn asha tapi achul lebih syg kn lily.achul tkleh lupe kn lily dlm diri achul ini..she soo special to mi..lau asha rasa achul dh tk guna untk diri asha,dh asha lupa kn achul je..ingat lah yng asha tk pernah knl achul pun kt idup asha.achul memang bersalah uat asha ginie.tapi aty achul tkleh luper kn lily jer.achul cuma nk lepas kn rindu tapi achul tk tau nk lepas kn kt siapa..achul memang tk guna idup kt dunia ini..achul rasa asha tkmau ingat2 kn achul lagi,biar kn achul keseorgan kt luar..biar achul maty kt luar pon org tk tau...achul tknk susah kn org bb tu achul uat ginie..skrg idup achul dah berkecai...try lau asha ambik tmpt achul apa asha uat..asha mesti uat sama bende yng achul uat kn...klah asha...i do love u but i my heart still remember her..i try but i fail..
Aper salah asha towards achul? Aper yg achul nk buat asha kasi, asha tk pernah larang achul... Achul nk lpaskan asha sey.... btul tk aper asha ckp? mesti asha kene tinggal punye... Apelah nasib asha.... Mcm sial ar hidup asha skrg... Haiz tk tau da nk buat aper...
Tadi Achul antar Asha pi werk... Asha umper Achul kt tempat biase... Biler ampai wlds Asha nampak Achul on the phone dgn Lily.. Yg pelik Achul suruh Asha diam... Asha tk tau knaper?..... Yg peliknye kalau Lily da tk sygkan Achul, knaper dier asyik kol n msg Achul....!! Aper dier nk actually??? Pasal dier Achul nangis , tk mkn , jadi gile , pikiran dier tk tentu n byk lagi la... Baru Achul terus terang yg Achul maseh sygkan Lily.. Abeh asha nie aper bahan untuk revenge ker? Asha tk faham la dgn Achul... Kalau Asha tau yg Achul masih syg kan Lily, Asha tk akan matair dgn dier.. Jiwe asha retak seribu sey... Knaper biler asha da syg kan org tu, org tu mesti akan tinggal kan Asha sooner or later.. Asha da stress nie... Kpaler nk pecah... Yg lagi menyedih kan Asha, Achul nk patah alek dgn Lily... Asha mcm nk tglkan achul ajer... Tapi asha nk tolong dier patah alek dgn Lily alek... Asha pun tk tau knper asha ni baik sgt kt achul walaupun hati asha da terguris... This is all call sacriifices to the one that u love... Achul,Cube achul letak diri achul kt tempat ashaAper yg harus Achul buat?Semenjak achul blang yg achul maseh contact n jumper Lily, Hati asha terguris, sedih skaliMemang dpan achul, asha senyum, ketawe n byk bebual tapi achul tau aper perasaan ashaAchul cerite pasal Lily, Asha tk ckp aper2 pasal asha tau Achul blom leh lupekan dieTapi tkkan mcm nie skali....?? haiz...
Monday, March 30, 2009
Sambung alek cerite...Now asha tgh bebual dgn achul... Asha tgh sedih achul tk tau... Asha jadi penyabar dgn Achul pasal Asha tknk Achul marah2...Asha nk tgk Achul happy... Asha tk kisah kalau Achul nk bebual dgn lily atau msg, janji achul tk sakitkan hati asha sudah... Kalau dari dulu asha tau achul tk leh lupe kn lily, asha tk akan terime achul jadi matair asha... Haiz...
I wanna share about what happen today...
Actually, smlm asha da plan nk ikut achul pi jumper abg angkat dier then tk jadi coz mak asha tk kasi sebab smlm asha alek lmbt...
Then asha rase gelisah semacam tk tau la knaper... Mcm achul ader buat bende blakang asha cume asha tak tau... Then biler maghrib tadi, mak asha kasi kuar... Then asha try to contact achul pasal asha nk jumper dier... But dier off hp.. Then asha suruh abg angkat dier kol kan achul tapi tk... Abg angkat dier kol last minute biler asha jumper achul...
Then biler asha dpt contact achul, achul tk angkat.. da byk kali asha kol tapi dier tk angkat.. msg pun tk reply... Asha da gelisah giler. Then asha buat keputusan to juz kuar n lpak sorg2... Biler asha da kuar aru achul msg.. Itu yg uat asha suruh achul jumper asha... Asha mati2 nk umper dier... Then achul suruh asha umper achul kt Yio Chu Kang MRT station, then the first yg nk buat asha nangis biler asha nampak tanda merah kt leher dier... asha da pikir mcm2 sey... Kalau leh nak nangis dpan dier tapi asha tahan... Asha try tknk tanye on the spot... biler dpt chance duduk kt daerah interchange aru asha tanye dier... And achul jawab mak dier cubit... asha try to believe him but asha tkleh... Asha ase mcm diperbodokan dari achul... Asha sedih until asha cry kt dlm MRT station... Tadi dier nk bilang bende and asha ingat pasal tanda merah rupenye pasal dier selak biji... Asha tk kisah dier nk selak ke tknk tapi jangan la aper yg asha fikir tentang tanda merah tu btul... Asha really love Achul so much...Haiz
Sunday, March 29, 2009
Semenjak alek dari lpak smlm asha tkleh tidur sey...Asha mcm rase takot gitu... Tk tau knper?? Maybe pasal smlm achul bebual dgn lily....Lily tu ex achul they been together for 9 months... asha tk kisah kalau achul nk dgn lily alek...Asha tkleh uat ape2 pasal tu soal ati... hmmm....For Achul:
Biler i dpat tau yg smlm u bebual dgn lily, i bkn jealous juz that i takot u tglkan i and pi kt lily..
Memang i tk kisah pasal i nk tgk u bahagia tu je.... I nk tgk u senyum, ketawe n njoy urself...
I tknk tgk u marah2 tak tentu pasal sedih tk tentu pasal... I tau biler matair yati tanye u knaper u break dgn lily, I leh nmpk ur sad face... Actually u maseh sygkan dier cumer u tknk blang...
It is not wrong if u tell me that u maseh sygkan lily... Kalau leh jgn seksa i mcm nie... I takot getting hurt lagi sey... All i want is u jujur dgn i tu jer... Tapi tkper kite tgk mcm maner....haiz...
AcHuL CiCaK
Hello everyone..
Well, like u can see, NEW BLOG WITH EDWARD AS MY BACKGROUND..
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K tadi i went out dgn Achul.. Best tau... hehehe
Well, asha knal achul kt msn itupun achul juz start the first conversation.. hehehe... Then kite tgh boring coz that tyme kite chat around 3 in the morning... Hehehe...Nk dikatekan i know him on the 27 of march..
On the 28 march plak..., he kol me n wake me up coz asha keje kul 1430hrs... Then i decided to change my shift to 1600hrs... hehehe Then we decided to meet before 1600hrs... But itupun lom confirm pasal achul tak tau nk stay until 1700hrs or 1200hrs (half day). Then about 1145hrs achul decided to take half day juz to meet me and send me to werk... So sweet of him... Then we went to yishun to have some lunch first then he send me... Then that noon he decided to sound me stead sey...., first asha malu pasal kite baru knal...hehehe. But i accept him at last... hahaha.. so funny sia... But i dunno, i totally love hym juz that i scared to lose hym... hmm wat should i do man...
On 30 of March, We went out together tau... Kite pi lepak kt Hougang Blk 925 hehehe... Kite lpak ramai2... First memang rase tk selesa sebab kite aru knal dorg... Lame2 asha tgk kelakar la kwn2 dier... Tapi asha aru tau bile kite tgh lpak achul tgh sakit... badan dier panas sey.... Then da lpak kite rase lapar plak then kite jalan2 kt pasar malam hehehe... Then da mkn asha ingat nk alek abeh achul kate alek kul 8 okla asha ikut.. Then biler nk alek kwn achul ader hal la plak... hehehe.. Kadang2 asha takot jugak biler achul masok campur... hmmmm......Then kite meneruskan perjalanan kite untuk mempulangkan diri kite hehehe... Mcm biase achul antar asha sampai kt Woodlands Interchange..hehehehehe...klah.
